tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60054612011-07-08T05:10:53.384-06:00venturing deeper into the intricate cobwebs of Stephs mind.stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.comBlogger3431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-17442457522555888252009-09-30T00:57:00.000-06:002009-09-30T00:58:02.272-06:00

As I woke up this morning. ( to the zelda theme song on my phone... for the record )It was a beautiful monday morning, the birds outside were chirping and there was the scent of bushfire lingering in the morning air ( which is one of my favorite smells )I would normally be sleeping during this hour on my normal day off. But not today ...No, I didnt get woken up by drills or kids like I normally

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com45tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-71581912874776911602009-07-15T22:26:00.000-06:002009-07-15T22:27:03.974-06:00

Go after him. Dont just sit there and wait for him to callgo after him because thats what you should do if you love someoneDont wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come.There are people i might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me at 4 in the morning because they need to tell me right nowand i always thought id be the only one

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-948594080770480342009-06-23T07:06:00.004-06:002009-06-23T07:56:02.287-06:00

it·er·al·ly adv. - In a literal manner; word for word.Im sure many of you have heard many rants by me on this subject. rightfully so. because it is one of my ( many ) biggest pet peeves.but I have noticed alot more lately, people using the word literally, way out of context and saying things like“I’m so hungry, I could literally eat a horse.” When you use the

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-82381877370032561742009-06-09T01:00:00.002-06:002009-06-09T01:01:01.361-06:00

As the title suggests. this was written by my good friend mitch. so all credit goes to him. but it was something that challenged me big time. and i thought i would share it with you guysSo. This morning, as I was eating my cereal, I was reading about Noah (Genesis 6,7 & 8) and what a fun little story it is! Perhaps it seems like a story that everyone knows, sunday school, and I guess it is. Thing

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-28265396979539118952009-06-09T00:54:00.000-06:002009-06-09T00:55:16.670-06:00

Desperation......This topic really has seemed to come up alot lately. at Youthstreet, Church, Staff Meeting and now my quiet time. So this gave me a desire to outwardly prossess all thats been going on in my head.The main point I was challenged with is, are we REALLY desperate for Jesus, are we so Desperate for a relationship with God that everything but spending time with him seems dull and

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1008648041308439442009-06-09T00:53:00.001-06:002009-06-09T00:54:23.343-06:00

Lately iv heard the phrase"what are you planning on doing with your life?"thrown around alot. and especially being in YWAM. i get this question alot more than most (being a non profit organization, i dont get paid, so surely i cant live like this forever right?......right???)Well iv been thinking alot about what it means to " do something with your life" and ive come to a short list of things i

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-68230002485948253412009-06-09T00:49:00.000-06:002009-06-09T00:52:49.870-06:00

If anyone knows me. they know that im an outward processor. so this is just a outward vomit of everything thats been in my brain the last week.The topic of choice lately with some of my friends lately has definatly been the inevitable subject of dating * dun dun DUN * ( in fact my mom even asked me today if i was bringing a date to my cousins wedding, i mean really. thats a pretty big commitment

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-89584677217810012922009-05-08T19:06:00.000-06:002009-05-08T19:07:04.288-06:00

"Deeper" was awesome! 12 Youth Street teens (and 4 non-stop staff) spent 8 days at a Christian music festival and then a wilderness survival camp with the sole intent of developing these kids relationships with God. The festival was fun with the highlight being able to see Audio Adrenaline play a reunion show which also proved to be their last ever...but the epic time of the camp was definitely

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-68760167773543837782009-01-02T00:59:00.002-06:002009-01-02T01:17:10.952-06:00

First day of 2009!1. real name – Stephanie Cheryl Anderson2. like it – its alright, could be more origonal3. single or taken – single4. zodiac sign – dont really care. but saggatarius5. male or female - female6. elementary – pararie view Elementary School7. middle – Dalmeny High School8. high – Dalmeny High School9. college – n/a10. hair color – brown11. eye color -- brown12. hair length – ~3

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-82503763133189921242008-12-22T16:37:00.004-06:002008-12-22T17:08:07.575-06:00

im alive!!!Yeah thats right. every time i try to write on here. I start. realize how much Ive done since iv been here. Get overwhelmed and stop.I know its probably not the best way to communicate back home...But hey...theres always facebook updates for anything major right?? haha.Anyways. Ill try to attempt this again. Hopefully I wont freak out like the last 3 times.Christmas coming up pretty

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-57128306364409749002008-12-08T16:31:00.003-06:002008-12-08T16:58:36.494-06:00

YES OR NO...1. Have you had any relationships this year?Nuhuh2. Have you had your birthday yet?Yep. I went camping in a rainforest and swam in a waterfall3. Drank Starbucks?not in a LONG time. theres none here in townsville :(4. Went camping?Yes. see 2 questions back5. Met someone special?Yes.6. Been out of country?Yes I have. in fact im living out of the country right now7. What are you thinking

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-47113247456485150672008-09-23T06:57:00.003-06:002008-09-25T06:21:19.969-06:00

Ok so im cheating a little bit....these are 2 blog posts that i posted on another site throughout the time iv been here. just in case you havent read them this is a glimpse into the life of me here i guesssorry for the longevity of this...We have forgotten the importance of passion, and traded it for reason and life plans that have nothing to do with how God made us and everything to do with what

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-50831293310916602942008-05-10T03:03:00.004-06:002008-05-10T03:51:44.265-06:00

I have no appetite and im constantly sick. what the hell is wrong with me?maybe its because its physically impossible for me to rest? I work an 8 hour day 11 - 7 , the entire day on my feet , not "allowed" to take a break ( we are "allowed" but its always busy so they dont let you )  because its all in the biz. and i come home. change and usually go out right away, come home and stay up till 4

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-51525885791737381812008-05-08T01:41:00.003-06:002008-05-08T01:59:43.573-06:00

guess what? good news: i have had more of a peace about mostly everything lately. about work, about leaving and just life in generalEven though im still dreaming about work at least 3 times a week ( and not good dreams either. see one of my older posts for a referance) im not feeling quite as hostile towards going to work anymore ( note the word "quite") im getting more hours lately which leaves

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-26187005759611070072008-05-07T21:26:00.003-06:002008-05-07T21:40:34.794-06:00

1. How long did you stay up last night and why?1 30 or something. which is early for me but since i work at 11 now i have to go to bed early2. What was the first thing you thought when you got up this morning?i can sleep 15 more minutes4. What did you do all day yesterday?I woke up. bought the wintersleep cd. picked up my mom and drove to dalmeny, made supper. watched simpsons. went to youth.

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-40496440087050634802008-04-18T23:57:00.003-06:002008-04-19T00:36:08.451-06:00

do you ever get that feeling of " holy crap. no one really knows me at all"I have this intense feeling of loneliness that i havent really known before. and i know that sounds like im 12. but im serious. Not a loneliness in the sense that no ones around me. because im around plenty of people every day all day. but a loneliness....for real relationships?everyones so passive in their relationships

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-11345665309379356622008-04-17T00:49:00.005-06:002008-04-17T01:30:17.615-06:00

i spend the majority of my life on youtube. got bored and typed in concerned childrens advertisers and i found a bunch of golden commericals from way back in the day.REMEMBER THESE!?im almost positive this wouldnt be allowed on tv these days. and not just because of the haircutsI remember always being afraid to walk on those walkways over the streets because i was scared i was going to find a

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-2689072458374792852008-04-13T14:34:00.001-06:002008-04-13T14:35:59.156-06:00

it was just a novelty fly swatter!!.....(see previous post)yep. im a moron

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-23553093755351856242008-04-13T03:28:00.006-06:002008-04-13T13:15:30.302-06:00

Why do i worry, panic, freak out, stress over the stupidest things??In the back of my mind i know my problems are in better hands when they are in Gods hands. but for some reason i refuse to release the grip of MY grubby hands from them and try to convince myself i know how to deal with them better than anyone else.when in actuality they would be better off in the hands of a braindead monkey then

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-86579034732308805632008-04-02T01:46:00.003-06:002008-04-02T02:21:24.644-06:00

Today at work. I could almost pin point the second i decided i was quitting and looking for another job.I was some kind of moron to think that life would magically change when i moved out. No matter where i go lifes always going to feed me crap but just call it something different every time. I feel like such a waste of space. I havent been doing anything to positivly contribute to society but

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-56237950113217320682008-03-31T01:49:00.003-06:002008-04-01T15:25:02.821-06:00

Yeah. you had to wait till the last minute possible to tell me didnt you?I have the worst luck. and now reginas got you clasped in its dirty city claws!!this is one more reason i hate regina.....

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-15602218182285763632008-03-20T23:18:00.001-06:002008-03-20T23:19:46.105-06:00

Ever have one of those days where the first thing you think when you wake up is " Holy F#@%$ today is going to be a bad day"and your intuition was right?i do...

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-83449515425934544542008-03-18T02:56:00.002-06:002008-03-18T03:16:50.051-06:00

I was thinking the other day how i havent had milk in a bag for some time. and i mentioned it to my american friend and she thought i was going insane.apparantly Canada is the only country that does this and alot of people have a hard time grasping the concept. which really. is beyond me. its not like you puncture holes in the bottom and pour all your glasses at once.but enough trying to explain

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-67780943429516947862008-02-19T23:41:00.005-06:002008-02-20T01:15:03.648-06:00

alright. so this was definatly the question of the day, and perhaps even the entire span that iv been working here."how come our food took so long!? we could have gotten faster service at MCDONALDS" * like he was trying to make a valid point**thinks to self* well.....wait a minute....do you realize what you actually just said?of COURSE could have. which is why that restraunt chain is called ....

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-14012379796297805792008-02-14T01:23:00.008-06:002008-02-15T00:56:44.567-06:00

i wrote something last night but i came to it tonight and decided i hated it. but i still like the pictures and video so im keeping them up stilland thats the beauty of the internet EDIT nevermind i found a video. although this ones taken in norway but it looks the same hereits time elapsed so keep in mind it doesnt go that fast usually haha

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-20002956581780974622008-02-13T02:36:00.003-06:002008-02-13T02:49:18.670-06:00

Well yes. its 2 30 am and my sleeping pattern is slightly off its rocker because.....well....i like to sleep in and i work the evening shift. is that such a crime?Iv been slightly upset lately because febuary is quite possibly the worst month ever in saskatchewan. not even 10 daylight hours. which results in cold weather which then results in me not being able to go out and take pictures because

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-17328252971740859572008-02-06T00:58:00.000-06:002008-02-06T01:10:34.676-06:00

So one peaceful saturday night ( or at least it seemed that way when i laid my head on my pillow ) i drifted off into a nice deep sleep.Waking up several hours later. I had to go to work. I got dressed and i headed out the dooras soon as i stepped into my place of buisness. imediatly i saw the place was packed and i had to take over 2 tables of 8 and 5 tables of 4 right off the bat.I was rushing

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-88647226954693756762008-01-31T01:09:00.000-06:002008-01-31T01:23:05.185-06:00

Ok ok. heres my beef today. or....yesterdayWhy did this cold snap make it into the news yesterday?seriosly though? other than those two babies dying...that makes sense. but thats a completely different story. im not even going to go there.my parents didnt go to work and all they did was sit around watching the weather channel discussing how cold it was outside. like it was some obscure phenomenon

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-21704276262552509572008-01-17T01:55:00.000-06:002008-01-17T02:32:59.244-06:00

what shows your true charachter is not how you treat superiors. but how you treat those you consider to be lesser than youi havent found this statement to be more true then in the last...what...5 months of my life.whats so significant about those 5 months you ask? i've been a server. granted. its not as long as alot of people in the "biz" but its enough to say that it really sucks sometimes.but

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-76157678770998064872008-01-06T01:35:00.000-06:002008-01-06T01:45:52.255-06:00

so i guess this whole new years thing is very overrated. and new years resolutions are even more overrated. but i decided to make some anywaysGet a job i enjoyMake at least 5 new friendsBe nicer to everyoneTravel to australia again before julyLess ichiban noodles for dinner. Less coke ...alwaysRead more books.Read more books/websites about photographyTake my camera out and take actual pictures at

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-52761468844654911082008-01-02T23:45:00.000-06:002008-01-03T00:04:22.297-06:00

2 weeks of not working has left me in quite the opposite state of mind then i anticipated. I feel aboslutly trapped. My creative thoughts are being held captive somewhere im not even sure i have the strength to grasp right now.I know i now have the freedom to leave whenever i want because of my new car. instead of being indefinatly stranded in dalmeny, but for some reason it feels like i cant. no

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-29766867758702027462007-12-26T18:57:00.000-06:002007-12-26T19:01:33.700-06:00

if everyone in the world doesnt see this at some point. ill kill themgreat movie

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-9349669305452966372007-12-19T22:13:00.000-06:002007-12-19T22:29:34.427-06:00

in loo of my recieving my new camera. i can hardly contain my insides.i might just pee myself and not be able to sleep. this is better than christmas i promiseanyways i decided to write a little ditty. in...non song form. about the pros about having a dslr you guys probably never even thought about1. You actually are taken seriosly, and if worse comes to worse its totally a weaponYou dont see pro

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-26258379150910345962007-12-18T18:36:00.000-06:002007-12-18T18:42:25.370-06:00

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-48394717194702385262007-12-17T23:00:00.000-06:002007-12-17T23:10:23.679-06:00

"We have forgotten the importance of passion, and traded it for reason and life plans that have nothing to do with how God made us and everything to do with what society expects from us..." - Lis Grozelli cant count how many times iv almost compromised my plans to do something i love, to hold back and do something someone else would love.im glad i havent been totally emersed into that mindset but

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-13256203990068509202007-12-15T02:18:00.000-06:002007-12-15T02:38:26.567-06:00

I finally had "peace of mind" while i was driving through the winter fog tonight.Everything iv been thinking about just faded away like the streetlights i passed in the mist.Smooth jazz and a peaceful ride homewas all it took.I haven't felt this great since before i left. Its getting so hard for me to relax and let things drift off lately. and iv finally taken all that and left it back on the

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-10060719045033318972007-12-14T00:14:00.000-06:002007-12-14T00:32:29.298-06:00

lately i feel like iv been getting up in the morning just so i can run into a brick wall the entire day.Nothing i do in my retardadly routine filled days end up accomplishing anything. I do the same frickin thing day in day out.wake up.shower.go to karbeas.serve customers.clean the restraunt/reset everythingdrive homesit for max 1/2 hourdrive to the barn playhouseserve more customersclear

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-30941061792249419822007-11-25T22:29:00.000-06:002007-11-25T22:37:19.864-06:00

the nikon d40 with a 18-55 kit lense and the 55-200 VR zoom lenseAw yeah. steal of a deal i might say. i dont care if no one knows what im talking about. this is FLIPPIN sweet!!!heres some pictures

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-57577484291439295582007-11-18T18:07:00.000-06:002007-11-18T18:10:41.742-06:00

seriosly. pure goldi found this touque that says MILK MILK MILK MILK on it and a warped coke bottle that i filled with gumballs. can life get better? i submit that it CANNOT

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-57364852797122846962007-10-29T22:50:00.000-06:002007-10-29T23:02:33.189-06:00

Whats this? im training another waitress.??....uhm. who said i was quliafied to do such a thing? Im confused because i wasnt even asked to do it. i was just like....left to do it.me and her were the only ones working and none of my managers were there so i was like...uhm...i guess....IM training you.....weird...... I bet im going to mess her up or something...in the gangsta way of speaking.Get

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-88139240696725579362007-10-23T23:18:00.000-06:002007-10-23T23:28:46.724-06:00

Somedays I wonder if im just being a waste of space.You know those days, where you always seem to be in the way of someone in one way or another. wether its driving, walking or trying to live.Hmm what else could i blog about other than work? my complete lack of creativity and inpiration that seemed to have left with the leaves perhaps? or maybe about the fact that saskatchewan is horribly ugly

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-77386155897113784672007-10-21T16:30:00.000-06:002007-10-21T16:32:36.934-06:00

you wake up at 6am to a glass shattering by your head and the shards landing on your sheets.Yeah. I dont know how it happend either, maybe thats good luck? but judging how unwell today went im guessing its not...

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-73791066289819272652007-10-12T15:33:00.000-06:002007-10-12T15:42:36.606-06:00

they get crappier as they go along but its still kind of cool, silly asians ( his facial expressions and the last instrument is HALARIOUS!!!)and it adds to the halarity at the fact that he isnt speaking english

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-35212340501263418232007-10-11T18:46:00.000-06:002007-10-11T18:57:01.499-06:00

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-32070526790563082182007-10-09T22:34:00.000-06:002007-10-10T01:43:42.178-06:00

some people have got to realize some of us are just trying to get through the day without breaking something....and I hope they come to terms with the fact that life's too short to be pissed off all the time, its just not worth it. If people spend the majority of their lives grumbling and complaining, dragging their feet, eyes fixed on the ground. Their going to miss it.But tomorrow can only get

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-42430225968891215812007-10-08T19:48:00.000-06:002007-10-08T20:03:30.612-06:00

I was looking through my notes from DTS when i was camping and i found this scribbled in the middle of my book. Its a peice of a book I was reading at the time and it really inspired me to live my life to the fullest. And live out something Iv always dreamed.The book...I forget what it was called. Thats not the point.this is what I had written downWe hang out with kids and help them with their

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-65200997719449898752007-10-07T19:30:00.000-06:002007-10-07T19:55:04.498-06:00

Friends. The ones that I can count on to be there and listen. or if need be. cause a random ruckusDaydreams. That help me get through the dayDreams. That help me get through the nightAspirations. That help get me through life.Seasons. That give me a sign that things will change and also prove theres beauty in the most unexpected placesDryers. That keep my pants warmJobs. That gets me closer to my

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-54621495340992292042007-10-05T23:50:00.000-06:002007-10-06T00:03:21.296-06:00

Ah, Yes. I am finally emerging from my winter hibernation that was Australia.If you followed my other blog. Contrary to popular belifs i am no longer on the tip of Australia. Iv moved on and done other things. Travelling home being one of them.Yes. Home. Although seasons are nice. I would gladly take the next flight over to the land down under with minimal notice. Not to be a pooper or anything.

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-26203450149488379162007-04-02T04:40:00.000-06:002007-04-02T04:41:38.394-06:00

For a bit.Ill still be posting here once and a while. but most of my posting will be done on my australia blogwww.talesofasaskatchewanpirate.blogspot.comAnd i also have new photos up on my flickr page for you lovely people to see.www.flickr.com/photos/saskatchewanpirate

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-59219125215651285892007-03-26T12:52:00.001-06:002007-03-26T12:52:12.392-06:00

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-11626205574037570222007-03-26T11:04:00.000-06:002007-03-26T11:05:56.934-06:00

Yet I have a hard time remembering all the things that I should remember. And a hard time forgetting the all things that I am supposed forget- mewithoutyou - carousels

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-8887925083600613452007-03-25T15:04:00.000-06:002007-03-25T15:09:32.855-06:00

Victim - Brennans car "the probe"Vandals - Me and CarrieResult? Halarity

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-56944559315237466272007-03-23T14:20:00.000-06:002007-03-23T14:23:01.261-06:00

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-2251162157215531852007-03-20T15:48:00.000-06:002007-03-20T15:53:16.631-06:00

nothing says im leaving sooner than i want to, like people starting to say their final goodbyes...its weird. my last familiar hug is closer than I think.

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-76529014958464139162007-03-18T15:52:00.000-06:002007-03-18T16:12:11.895-06:00

Iv had the same feeling in the pit of my stomach literally 24/7 for the last 2 weeks.I dont know if its the good anxious or the bad anxious. or maybe my stomach knows in advance that my socks are going to get blown off to the moon and my head just doesnt realize it yet.This whole thing is so surreal I cant belive im actually leaving in 10 days. leaving everything i know and everything im

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-24931021730264999442007-03-13T19:34:00.000-06:002007-03-17T14:18:34.947-06:00

So...I leave on the 28th.If anyones intrested I leave at 9:10 am on march 28th. from the saskatoon airport. and get back 4:20 * snicker * ( or something ) on september 5thSee the thing is. Im done work on friday, so that leaves the remainder of the time for me to get my crapola together and visit people I wont see in a while . And generally most of these days are already booked with my last

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-55640854017936837682007-03-11T20:15:00.000-06:002007-03-11T20:18:43.331-06:00

Well weve managed to fend off cabin fever for a couple hours. what do you propose we do now?...........I say we dress the snowmen.agreed.now on a totally unrelated subject

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Dear Jesus,Your funny.Amen.Ps. Thanks

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Raaaah i know these are song lyrics. but for real. They are the best song lyrics iv ever heard EVER.Not one motion of her gesture could I forgetThe prettiest bag lady I ever metPushing her cart in the rainThen gathering plastic and glassShe watched the day passNot hour by hourBut pain by painIf I was a basket filled with holesThen she was the sand I tried to holdAnd ran out behind meAs I swung

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stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-17272335869077289592007-03-04T14:17:00.000-06:002007-03-05T19:31:42.628-06:00

I was alive like this once. belive it or not, and now times turned me into something dead and unsatisfying like wine turned into water.I long for that freedom and ignorance again. And not the bad kind of ignorance either. It was a beautiful thing.And so you'll be to me. My memories of childhood, When I was once free

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-53500265576942392162007-03-03T20:01:00.000-06:002007-03-04T10:20:50.503-06:00

I hate not being close to anyone anymore...

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-85425986130607162342007-03-02T09:54:00.000-06:002007-03-02T10:29:35.199-06:00

Im sick and im tired. Literally.Im sick and im tired. FigurativlyIm sick and tired of this painfully slow and at the same time ultra hyper-speed waiting game that leaves my stomach doing triple backflips whenever the thought of leaving crosses my mind. Or is it the thought of NOT leaving. Probably.Im just about ready to leave this snowy unwonderland and go to my paradise forever. no strings

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-61823080474733184912007-02-27T13:29:00.000-06:002007-02-27T13:44:27.882-06:00

Its been quite a while since a normal post, no?Lately Iv been asking myself alot of questions. Asking other people questions and most of all asking God questions. and im never really expecting an answer from any of them. Most of them I dont even want answers to.Why have I been so greatly blessed with such good friends, good times, and most of all good people who care? I totally dont deserve

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-75686806931692761032007-02-23T11:53:00.000-06:002007-02-23T11:54:21.645-06:00

Ill be convulsing for daysIn this hole Iv prefected for myselfI am screaming out for salvationwhile strapping my feet to the roots belowbecause secretly Id like to stayin this pretty train wreckIv now made my home

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-51847487131857907962007-02-16T14:17:00.000-06:002007-02-16T16:48:11.562-06:00

One day , while Steph was minding her own buisness. Jess decided to be a big jerk face and flip her the bird. So naturally. Steph retaliated. Oh yeah?? YEAH!Pow! right in the kisser! I'LL GET YOU FOR THAT! Jess then plays the "beyonce" card. "Oh no you di-int!" says Steph Kablamo! Jess gets an idea...........Oh NO! not a cat in the face!! Thats it, Stephs had enough, it was time to pull out the

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-19704108473641498032007-02-14T14:16:00.000-06:002007-02-14T14:18:30.363-06:00

I mean. who wouldnt want to get a card like this on valentines.

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-76015006829712973542007-02-14T00:24:00.000-06:002007-02-14T00:38:45.598-06:00

1. Name one person who made you smile today?...i wasnt really around anyone today.....how about. my dad. when he gave my chocolate kisses as an "early valentines present"2. What were you doing at 8 this morning?Sleeping.3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?Driving my mom home from work. watching the northern lights....as i was driving home from the city...haha im a little dangerous4. What is

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-4089790651188435232007-01-29T14:39:00.000-06:002007-01-29T14:53:35.425-06:00

You know when your driving your car. and you dont realize that your gas tank is empty and your gas light comes on? Then you panic and try to get to a gas station as quick as humanly possible and as your pulling up, you coast in on the fumes?Yeah. thats me right now.I give this week three thumbs....in my eyes

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-37990101341334881342007-01-24T22:56:00.000-06:002007-01-24T23:02:46.060-06:00

All I ask is that someone listens. Is that so hard?Apparantly that task is too much to ask of some people.

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-41948953090602757212007-01-23T01:14:00.000-06:002007-01-23T01:21:14.583-06:00

Me and Jess were talking a while ago about how ignorant people can be towards there own beliefs.Maybe that sentence didn't make sense the first time through. Let me show you what I meanSome people grow up in a certain setting. I'm going to use a christian household as an example to save time. ( and its something most people can relate to )So anyways. People grow up being told what to believe by

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-48827190578571648452007-01-10T11:48:00.000-06:002007-01-10T21:10:11.398-06:00

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-75753375642987269202007-01-08T15:35:00.000-06:002007-01-08T15:46:50.947-06:00

Alright you guys. Seriosly, Someone has it in for my family I think. and im going into ultra super ninja spy mode from now on to find the culprit.Twice I have come out of my house and came upon flat tires on two seperate cars. What the dealio!I brought scotts tire into the shop here in Dalmeny ( which is absolutly horrifying by the way ) and he just informed me that the tire wasnt popped or had a

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-16180665265663501142007-01-03T21:39:00.000-06:002007-01-03T21:45:18.308-06:00

Fine, are you happy? I changed to the new blogger. Only because I got kicked off the life on trial blog. hahaBut anyways. Funny story. well....funny or sad. you decideme and jess reverted back to a grade 7 mentality tonight and went out scoping. Haha. yes. we ARE that lame. thanks for asking. but thats not the sad part. oh no, not even a little bitthe sad part is we literally went to 4 ( because

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1167606547459394792006-12-31T16:26:00.000-06:002006-12-31T17:09:07.543-06:00

"I belive that apathy and self interest will be the death of our nation, and it will happen sooner than anyone could imagine"I dont think I'v ever visited a site and seen something that I fully 200% agree with more than this picture.Our nation is going in a downward spiral of ignorance and selfishness.,its only getting worse.People are caring less and less for people around the world , not to

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1167438804452562322006-12-29T18:30:00.000-06:002006-12-29T23:58:50.336-06:00

Thats right my friends, a triceratops.Anyways. that picture had nothing to do with anything. nor does the title but hey. What are you gonna do? shoot me?So today, ...I dont know. Felt good to say the least. Its been a while since I could say that and it feels nice.I had a dream last night. ( first one in a while mind you. I think works prevented me from dreaming or something ) I wont go into the

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1167340514410659002006-12-28T14:44:00.000-06:002006-12-28T15:15:14.443-06:00

1. What did you do this year that you've never done before?Alot of things. some things im not proud of. Some things I am2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?I dont remember my resolution for last year. But this year it will definatly be to do more internet surveys . haha because I clearly havent done enough.3. Did anyone close to you give birth this

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1167091833615077942006-12-25T18:06:00.000-06:002006-12-25T20:21:58.083-06:00

Not that I wanted to make this post about the idealistic aspect of christmas. Im not normally one to be materialistic and all that stuff, But this was a little bit too funny to pass up.So this morning yah im unwrapping presents. I get to my parents gift to me and im expecting the iPod nano they were giving me for my birthday and christmas. I happily unwrap it thinking im finally able to carry

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1166394264268017102006-12-17T16:13:00.000-06:002006-12-17T16:24:24.310-06:00

Alot of stuff I've been reading/hearing/seeing lately has left me inspired.Inspired to do what? I dont know. Ha, When do I ever know? Im retarded like that. I have this uncontrolable urge to do something but I never know what it is. Ever. And when I do know things always ALWAYS fall through or I just give up. Its cool. Maybe I should change thatMaybe its just nice to see people who give a damn,

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1165803994134900372006-12-10T20:24:00.000-06:002006-12-11T13:39:29.110-06:00

Ambition,ambition is a tricky thing.It’s like riding a unicycle over a dental floss tightrope over a wilderness of razor blades.Ambition can backfire.Ambition means more,ambition means faster,ambition means better.What if you could supersize – can you supersize ambition?Does that make you ambitious to supersize ambition?Around here, our ambition hurts more than it helps.See, around here, our

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1165634978587518002006-12-08T21:08:00.000-06:002006-12-08T21:29:38.880-06:00

Well, I conquerd myself for a moment, but that moment was quickly taken away from me.My fights not in the flesh but in the spirit, and thats the worst kind, it feels like im slowly being defeated, thrown on to a merry go round about to be hurled into the mericlous eternity of outer space ( although the trip would be cool until the enevitable exploding of my head )Im getting lost and left behind

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1164865683328847402006-11-29T23:37:00.000-06:002006-12-03T13:05:53.260-06:00

So you know. I had a pretty overall bad day. But hey. Im sticking to my motto and I dont care what my mind tells me im GOING to be happy OK!?Ill let these Jacks Mannequin lyrics speak for me.Finally, I'm letting go of all my downer thoughtsIn no time there'll be one less sad robotLooking for a chance to be something more than just metalIm feeling a li-it-tle - rob-it-tron-ic lately. I dont feel

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1164311120828869072006-11-23T13:44:00.000-06:002006-11-23T13:45:20.853-06:00

Just lettin you all know that I set up a seperate blog for Australia just so i can update everyone on whats goin on with me before I leave and also when im thereCheck out www.talesofasaskatchewanpirate.blogspot.com

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1164144009984443332006-11-21T15:14:00.000-06:002006-11-21T15:20:10.016-06:00

Question: What demon from the depths of hell created tuesdaysAnswer : Monday. It couldnt fit all the suffering into one day so it had a babyCrap crap crap crap crap crapMy brother TOTALLY cant cosign for me. SCREW YOU JACS VIDEO!!!!!!I wanna crawl into bed and sleep for years.

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1164070963546008042006-11-20T18:56:00.000-06:002006-11-20T19:02:43.633-06:00

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1163632427036090052006-11-15T16:59:00.000-06:002006-11-15T17:13:47.100-06:00

Ill be leaving all this in January SUCKERS....

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1163280542409561282006-11-11T15:18:00.000-06:002006-11-11T15:31:32.776-06:00

Wow yesterday morning was just insane pretty. I feel sorry for everyone NOT getting up at 6. ( actually thats a lie ) But it was awesome none the less.I was driving to work and there was a very thick fog that blanketed the trees with BEAUTIFUL hoar frost. Im sure you all saw the after effects of that once you all woke up...But in the morning it was so eerie how everything just crept out of the

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1163134148886271642006-11-09T22:23:00.000-06:002006-11-09T23:02:30.243-06:00

I know its my second ( technically 3rd but I deleted the last post ) post of the day. I dont know what to do with myself anymore....ANYWAYS. I wanted you all to see my life list and what I have accomplished because im just bored like that...The ones I have completed are in bold ....clearly1. Be my own boss2. Start my own photography buisness3. Sell one of my photographs I took4. Learn how to

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1163095530322989272006-11-09T11:44:00.000-06:002006-11-09T12:05:30.386-06:00

So im sitting here after a VERY eventful morning which results in me NOT going to work because I hate my cars metal guts.But thats not the point.Lately I haven't really felt like myself. You know? The creative imaginative steph we all know and (hopefully) love. I just feel like an empty shell thats doing nothing for her creative mind and its slowly shrinking and dissappearing everyday.This whole

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1162347508443415162006-10-31T19:54:00.000-06:002006-10-31T23:08:54.986-06:00

It never fails.This is halloween pumpkin carving at my house EVERY year.*carving* doo doo doo this doesnt look too bad. it might turn out half decent this year.Oh look. a little peice hanging off ill just get th-*MASH* - *knife slips* - *pumpkins face gets mangled by knife*NOOOOO!!!ok calm down...i can just shove the peice back where its supposed to b-*MASH* (more broken off) NOOOOOO!!!!ALWAYS at

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1161978523104729882006-10-27T13:25:00.000-06:002006-10-27T14:00:34.270-06:00

Man, heres a collection of things that reaaallly make me want to ram my head into a wall over and over and over again when people say them.Even sitting here thinking about it, makes me want to punch everything within arms lengthin no praticular order"Well thats just your opinion"This is some peoples way of backing up there crappy arguments / likes.When someone says this I just wanna boot there

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1161652136238343402006-10-23T19:05:00.000-06:002006-10-23T19:08:56.263-06:00

AH HA! in your freaking face life!My premonition came true! this week IS better.Yeah me and Janelle totally both got jobs at comfort inn doing housekeeping!8.50 an hour isnt too bad so im PRETTY pumped.Yay...

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Last week I kind of let the world knock me down and keep me down.But tonight is the end of that. Tomorrow morning is a brand new week and I will be back full force and ready to take on the world. (even though sunday is technically the first day of the week)I truly hate being unemployed and I hate all of this lollygagging around I have been forced into. Its been a week I would just like to remove

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1161324006784051062006-10-19T23:32:00.000-06:002006-10-20T00:00:06.826-06:00

Heres 14 things Iv always wanted to say to some people. Some of them you might be able to figure out. The ones you cant, im afraid you may never knowAll these statements are left nameless. hopefully you know who you are when I say them( some are directed to those who dont even read my blog...just so you know )1. I love you like a sister. Im sorry for all the stupid things Iv done. Dispite the

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1161063525154021862006-10-16T23:34:00.000-06:002006-10-16T23:38:45.180-06:00

Thats right, I got fired today!It wasnt out of bad workmanship or stealing or you know..the common things to get fired over, Oh no. It was much more stupid than thatMy dads driving me to work because he didnt want me to drive on the bad roadsHe has to turn around because the roads are so icey.*calls into work *Me-Yeah I wont be able to make it in. my dads driving me and he has to turn around. we

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1160709333940444102006-10-12T21:05:00.000-06:002006-10-12T21:18:27.490-06:00

Im sure none of you who come here regularily really care...BUT!Alas! The Decemberists finally came out with there new album! ( although, i use finally very loosely because...I didnt exactly know they were coming out with another one )And unlike alot of albums lately that iv bought this one is jammed pack of pure solid goldI heard the track " when the war came " on CFCR as I was driving home from

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1160445571221016542006-10-09T19:57:00.000-06:002006-10-09T23:24:06.743-06:00

*grabs a heaping plate of a mound of mashed potatoes, a pile of corn and half the turkey**devours it all*"Holy crap im full, I couldnt eat another bite!.............................Hey!, theres pie!"Mhmm...thanksgiving is such a north american holiday(the government having a meeting)Lets have a holiday which main purpouse is for people around the country to stuff there faces with as much food as

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1160280387970707362006-10-07T22:00:00.000-06:002006-10-08T12:36:56.326-06:00

So it turns out I dont have to spend thanksgiving away from my family and giving my dog awayWe get to keep bear until christmas!! yay!

stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13845014279525816778noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6005461.post-1159945861096842292006-10-04T01:06:00.000-06:002006-10-04T01:12:16.993-06:00

I thought I told myself I wasnt going to write down my dreams anymore when im half asleep.I lied I guessI woke up this morning and found this written in the middle of my dream journal for some reasonFill it upforgot got out of car and got roastbeef myselfWhat...?

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"So in the end, was it worth it?Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last days of summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in.I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it.Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now

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