I feel like destroying something beautiful...

I DO NOT have a good feeling about my math exam at all... UGH! im so stressed out its not even funny.my english went pretty well i think but who knows. sometimes my teacher likes to mark me bad for no reason. So if i dont pass these. i dont pass the courses. *sigh*
I was going to go to a Stereotrap concert tonight. but the roads were INSANLY icey, apparantly the worst its been in forever so i stuck around and watched the Furi game.
But thats it for today.
God bless

Simpsons quote for the day:
Bart: 8 years ago? i cant remember what happend 8 minutes ago
Family:*laughing*
Bart: no its a seriouse problem!
*keeps laughing..bart joins in*
Bart: ha..haha...why are we laughing?

Here i am in this place again...

Oh boy. do i love highschool. Im sorry im such a complainer but im so stressed out right now, finals are in 3 days and we haveta write an essay before tomorow. Half of my credits are now depending on my final exam. and that pressures me a whole bunch. I said i would pick up my feet this year but did I? No... i did not. And im regretting it.
But on a happier note. I just got back from a junior high retreat ( As a sponsor ) . Despite the fact that i only got 4 hours of sleep the whole weekend. i loved it , those kids give me so much energy and i got a chance to talk with a few of them and build relationships. I love helping out with that age group as frustrating as it is, i love it. I have so much fun with them and im at the perfect age that i can still relate a bit to them but yet they have respect for me. So its absolutly awesome.
But i should go back to writing my essay.
God bless

Simpsons quote for the day

Homer: Marge, wheres that metal...deily,....that you use to...dig...food
Marge: A spoon?
Homer: Yah yah!

Just a quick note. as you can see i changed the blog a bit. but why i changed it is because the site i was hosting my picture of that road on was being stupid and deleted me off of there site. SO yah. if you find any problems ( links, being able to read) tell me

Une beaux...chocolate chaud

Dangit. if anyone knows how to add pictures onto the blog. can you tell me?

Anyways. So about this freezing weather hey? Ugh... Well there ARE some upsides to it
1.Hoar frost is beautiful
2.Lots of snow provides lots of snowmen when it gets warm.
3.Toboggaing requires snow
4.I love the smell of cold. like when someone comes in from outside and you can smell it off them
( one of my favorite smells might i add )
5.Coming in from the cold to sit by the fire with hot chocolate

Speaking of hot chocolate ( no this doesnt relate at all ) Me Carrie and Ryan went to the local grocery store ( Food town ) and we were just wired. So, we took the little kids carts and took the most nonsense things off the shelves and put it in there Ie: A big fish, spam and weird looking fruit. and rolled it on up to the till. Before she rings it in say oh no we dont want this. then bought just a pack of gum.
I dont think iv ever gotten that many weird looks consecutivly in my life. expecially when i ran into a bin after grabbing the large forzen fish from the freezer. I dont think iv ever come closer to peeing myself in my life.

But yeah. Im gonna go to bed.
God bless
Simpsons quote of the day:
Fake Marge: Oh i dont miss bart at all...
Fake Lisa:...yes i am glad he is gone
Fake Homer: * drops sandwich* B'oh!
Mr Burns: *Walks into studio* No no Homer doesnt say B'oh he says....*flips through script* D'oh!
*turns tv back on*
Fake Homer: *drops sandwich again* D'....oh

OH NO! it's old man winter!

Thats right. Saskatchewan weather is SO not cool. Whats up with this -34 weather WITHOUT the windchill. Who does this? Saskatchewanians thats who. We definatly have to be the toughest people ever. we can have + 40 summers and -50 some winters. Im proud of that haha.

I just found out the other day i have an oppertunity to go to Cuba this summer for a missions trip. it used to be Jamacia but then my aunties like " Oh yah they decided not to go to Jamacia,But the Carribians sorry" I said " WHAT! Sorry!? your kidding right"
All i haveta do is call the youth group in lloydminster and ask about it. But for some reason i really dont want to. Im really bad on phones. And i still need to think if this is what i want to with my summer. So if you guys wanna pray for me about that that would be awesome
But i have to go. God bless

Simpsons quote of the day: Remember the time your dog ate my goldfish? And you lied and said I never had goldfish. Then why did I have the bowl Bart? Why did I have the bowl? -Milhouse

Iv gone to look for America...

Oh boy. How i miss Phili... Me and Jess were just talking about it and we both said we wouldnt forget anything about it but im already starting to forget the kids names and stuff. its kind of depressing. But I really want to go back there eventually.
I miss Bill Campell alot. that guy is so passionate about everything he does and the people he works with I admire him so much.

So....its new years hey. wow this year just WHIZZED right by
Im not too big on new years resolutions cause i never keep them. but this year im trying it.So far my New years resoluations were
1. not to go on msn so much ( not working out as well as i planned but i did disconnect it upstairs)
2. read my bible more often ( Thats also not working out too well)

but it is just the first day after new years so i only hope things go better from here.


You know what is the least bit cool. We have school tomorow, WHAT IS THIS! the whole freakin system is out of order. we usally have a longer break than this. But then again. we DO have almost every second friday off so i shouldnt be complaining.
Oh man speaking of school ( sorry i cant stay on one topic for more than three seconds)
our musical practices are coming up!. im kind of excited kinda not. For those of you who dont know were doing the musical "Oklahoma" and im definatly a guy in it. but hey. at least i got a part haha.

But im going to be off
God bless

P.s im starting a new thing
Simpsons quote of the day
Sure what are big sisters for!?,...ohhh why did i say that? -Milhouse

Theres like a butt-load of gangs at this school.This one gang kept wanting me to join because I'm pretty good with a bowstaff

Ah, as you can see. i watched Napolean Dynamite a while ago. Actually the same night i had some friends over for a christmas dinner thing. It was pretty fun
but anyways. back to the movie. Everyone ( and yes me at the time ) just HATED it. i got so angry at that stupid movie because it had no freaking plot and it made me so...angry haha.
but then last night i was reading over some quotes and i just laughed SO hard. i want to watch it again. This is exactly the type of humor i appreciate and i dont know why i didnt like it in the first place. But this movie your either gonna love or hate. trust me. I personally. Love it...now

But yah. New years hey? wow....this year just WHIZZED by. 2004 was full of...losing and gaining friends. I can safely say this has been the craziest year for me. iv done so much changing. Some for good some for ..not so good. No im not a drug addict or an athiest or anything. just personality traits really. Im glad this year is over i dont want things to change one bit. But as they say. "Change is enivitable. except from a vending machine" Actually. that quotes wrong. it was probably written in the 60's when you had to use exact change in pop machines.

Things with the fam are still the same. Im still the only one going to church. Still on meds for their depression and my bro is still messed up. I guess thats one thing that doesnt change too much. Ah i guess i gotta trust in God and things will lighten up. Im glad God blessed me with the friends i have, i dont know what id do without them
I love you guys

But i gotta jet.
God bless.
Steph