These are the words of the unsophisticated money machines...


"Popstars" - Rooney

Hey Baby you've hit me again one more time
You said bye bye bye bye bye good bye
Well I don't want to be with you tonight, forever

Do you understand my monologue?
These are the words of the Popstars
These are the words of the unsophisticated money machines
,For the killers of rock and roll.

Hey digital you're nothing but a b*** on strings
You'll be milking cows before you cash the check
Well I'll just wait aroud till you fade away like the rest
Like the best of the best

Do you understand my monologue?
These are the words of the Popstars
These are the words of the unsophisticated money machines,
For the killers of rock and roll.


That song is kind of a rant for mainstream music. For video girls like Brittany Spears. The people that i loath. lol. *shudders*

I love this song. everyone go listen to it


But anyways... I've watched..ALOT of movies this week, Wow. Im not even going to try to remember them all
one i remember is the jacket . Everyone see it! SO GOOD! i absolutly loved it.

So im going up to the lake on like..Monday or Tuesday. That should be fun Jess might come with me. hoorah

But anyways..sorry for the sentances just kinda vommited on there. I didnt feel like putting them in coherant thoughts. Deal with it lol

as you can see. i have recently put a music video on here... if you dont want it on. press stop. that is all.

enjoy

EDIT:

Wow...THAT ended bladly... im trying to put it on a post...and its also ending badly. and its screwing up my page lol. if anyone knows how please tell me


On another note. i specifically told myself i wouldnt go to bed at 2 tonight...yeah...its 2 :20....
i lose.
Welp...I know what IM doing...taking half a step...to my bed....because its only half a step away...to my bed...goodnight

I wanna go back to the time when we were 5 years old

I wish I was a kid again. Seriosly.
Kids are so free. I wish I thought the world existed of only my family and my mom still did everything for me.
That was the life.

Never had any worries because you had nothing to worry about. i wish i could go back to the time where i could play with lego and not get strange looks.

Why am I on this tangent?
As sad as it seems. My dad is practicly forcing me to get a job at food town. I keep telling him theres nothing availibal there but hes forcing me to apply.
I know, I know. Im going into grade 12. its about time right? No its not a laziness thing but if im going to spend the rest of my life working. Why start when I dont have to?

I just really, really dont want to apply there. I really dont. I want to work with him like the plan was for the summer. But no, he bring this up out of the wazoo.

Ugh...to be 5 again.

im young, im hip, a ticka ticka ticka ticka



Im back from camp. Again.
It was tons of fun but also annoying and draining.

So I get there. and before hand i knew Mo was my senior counceller which was sweet. But then i found out that i got put in the skill.......mountain biking... Yeah.... talk about getting crappy skills huh?
But anyways i was in it with Mo so it was ALOT of fun. I thought I would get sick of her but I didnt.
We had some of the coolest kids in that skill. But a couple really annoying kids.. one with ADHD. It was pretty funny cause we got him to be quiet for 37 minutes cause we said we would give him a leaf. it was pretty impressive

I have like a billion stories but im gonna leave off with one story and a bunch of quotes

So there was this kid named matthew in my third skill. And he is the most accident prone person iv EVER met.
He would come every day with a new cut or something and one day he came with two. One on his leg and one across his head. So i ask him.
"matt...what did you do this time"
"I fell on my skateboard...then on my way to the nurse... i ran into a tree"
#1- Why is this child skateboarding
#2-.... on the WAY to the nurses office..

And when we were biking on the beach he would fall over literally every 3 seconds. it was sweet


Ok now here are some quotes

What?, Im young, Im hip *starts going "aticka ticka ticka" and doing the macarana*
-Jordan

Oooooh what a freeeeze
-Jordan

K chad... if your quiet for 5 minutes we'll give you a leaf..no wait. a GOLDEN leaf
-Dylan

I hate spelling bee's, Its like "alright class its time for public humiliation everyone line up. spell a word wrong and sit in front of your friends"
-Brian Regan ( a comedian we listened to on cd )

THATS something a mother wants to see. Her son dancing in a dress. He HAD to do this on parents night didnt he?
-Me

thats bogus
-Gregs cabin...all week

* I walk out of bathroom *
*bunch of my campers from last year are standing outside...they all start clapping*
Yay! thats right folks its her first time on her own.


Heh... i love fans
- me


I dont know i cant really think of anything else. ask me for stories and Ill tell you them

I got soul but im not a soldier...
The Killers - All these things that iv done

This has proved to be a boring week. I miss my friends
Not that theres anything wrong with him. But Braden is the only person Iv got to hang out with this week. I swear theres nothing wrong I just miss my other friends too . lol

Although, I did go swimming at riversdale pool and my aunties house and went mini golfing with my cousins
I hung out with Ally on...some night. I forget. But we went to kyles baseball game which they got silver in and they get to go to provincals. It was fun

I also went up to redberry for a stereotrap concert on wensday with braden which was tons of fun. He has lots of trust
Me:"Hey...yeah iv never driven on gravel at night...let alone at night at all"
Braden: "Oh well"
Haha...speaking of that. Me and my mom forgot to go get my class 5 little...licence slip thing after I got my licence so I technically drove illegally to Redberry....and everywhere I drove since monday up to today.

Do you ever put on your headphones and pretend not to hear someone? Even if theres no music playing?
I do.

Its a beautiful day...


I GOT MY LICENCE!!

So I got that guy who took me out an hour before and i reccomend one of those to everyone. He was weird. but he helped.
He sounded as if he didnt expect me to pass.
So i go in. And as im waiting EVERYONE who comes in failed so im thinking. Well crap.

So its my turn we pull out and i haveta slam on the breaks in order to not run through a red. but im right on the crosswalk. Inside my head i yell CRAP! well... i failed. This is stupid the first thing i could have possibly done and i failed.
I keep going. I suck up my first 2 paralell parks real bad. but the third one I did sweet so he didnt count the first 2. I did really good other than that but i thought those killed me

Hes sitting with me in my car after saying everything I did wrong and i was thinking " just shut up i know i failed and i wanna go home" So i kinda blocked him out until he said " i saw what you did on the road other then those things and you handled everything well ...so i put this as a pass...but practice your parralell parks"
I ended up with 9 off...yeah....9. lol

So like the idiot i am I stare at him. Blank faced and say" are you seriose" I slowly get a grin and say" Wow...THANKS!" So i practically skip all the way to SGI and tell my mom and i was all giddy and everyone in there was laughing at me

Boy it feels good. Hoorah

Stay off the roads....

im going for my license in an hour

AUUUGH im so nervous. My stomach is full of vomiting butterflies. I hope I pass

I will have an update as soon as i can after i get back

WISH ME LUCK

Love is real. It is not just in novels or the movies, It is fact And it is standing here right in front of you
Kathy with a K's song - Bright eyes

I havent done a list in a while.
So im gonna do another one about things you may or may not know about me

1. I procrastinate about folding laundry more than any other household chore
2. When i turn 18 I dont plan to vote
3. I am inspired by music on a daily basis
4. I'm afraid of stuff in the water (microbes, fish, coral, etc)
5. I can be extremly obsessive compulsive sometimes ( i like to organize things belive it or not )
6. I still have vinyl records
7. I dont really want to have kids
8. I trip over things alot
9. Breakfast is my least favorite meal of the day
10. My internal clock and get pretty screwed up sometimes
11. Im a night person
12. Im a huge fan of british humor
13. Im not as smart as the majority of my friends. Im alright with that
14. I have a weird sense of humor few people share
15. Id love to learn how to play drums but i dont think i have that much coordination
16. I dont have air conditioning
17. I hate the radio
18. I play guitar
19. Some people say i have small hands.. I dont think so. Maybe its because theirs are big
20. I love being outside more than inside
21. I would sleep outside every night if i could
22. I keep my cd's in order of my preferance
23. I have an overactive imagination
24. I love to watch people. not in a creepy way. But watch them go by in a mall
25. I’ve been known to do or say things to get a reaction out of people, just to see how they will respond
26. I’m drawn to people I perceive as strange or odd.
27. I have a habit of cracking my shoulders, neck, back and ankles
28. My instinct about people is usually right, even when I choose to ignore it
29. I use my super powers for good, always
30. I pretty much hate reality TV
31. Im in love with the idea of being in love
32. I think too much
33. I'm a window seat person
34. I have brown eyes, But i wish i had green ones. I love rich vibrant green eyes
35. I love a good intellectual and/or philosophical conversation. I rarely get one


Wow. that took a while
I hope that was intresting

These things take forever I especially am slow

so its...remotly late. not really but thats ok. and im listening to music
One of my favorite songs actually. Its extremly cute and I THINK I'm going to share the lyrics with you

its called first day of my life by bright eyes and if youve never heard it. hear it NOW one way or another


This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take foreverI especially am slow
But I realize that I need you And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up And you said
“this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery

Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me


Ok so now thats done. My cousins have moved in for the summer one took over my room and theyre bored already. I feel so bad.
I dont know what they can do. I thought i would bring one to youth tonight but we got there and it was cancelled.
so if anyone has any ideas of what a 10 and 12 year old can do around here...please tell me

my final thought of the night. I like the movie Garden State. You might not but i suggest you try it. its a bit hard to follow but its really good and cute.

Aw I wanna live with that kid. I should ask if I could take him on timeshare

Im back from camp! It was SO much fun.
The first day I was kinda like. Well ok, I dont wanna be here. Then as the first day rolled by it was amazing.
It stormed 3 times 2 of which had hail. that was super cool and there was a bunch of flooding.
It was basically just 4 days packed with sessions and hanging out.
We had a team building activity where we each hadta build a car out of cardboard. and at the end she asked where we got our idea and marlin was gonna say " well I thoguht so myself. If Jesus had to build a cardboard car. im sure this is what it would look like" then some other girl beat him to it and gave a crappy explanation.

Then there was the 80's dress up supper that we didnt know about until hours before. and suprisingly people had stuff to wear.
it was really ironic.

And lastly cause i think im boring you. I will tell you about my most surreal experince of my life.

So on the last day we were going up to a diffrent lake to go swimming when we already were AT a lake.
That was weird in itself
Then. All the girls get onto this schoolbus...an old...smelly...unstable schoolbus. Im thinking to myself. " what in the world are we doing"
And if it couldnt get any weirder. Picture someone like Kelly bitner. getting into the drivers seat ( for those of you who know tim bariwald thats who was driving ) And so im thinking to myself. Ok this is weird AND were gonna die.
so we get on this gravel road....on a schoolbus...to go to a lake when we are already at one and the back end starts swaying a bit as we speed over hills...in saskatchewan.
So i look over to kerri and she says to me. " you know. if i had a blog i would blog about this cause this is really surreal"
So i did

Im gonna also end off with a list of quotes from this weekend
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Toby: you know 7/5ths of people cant do fractions
Kristin: Wow. Thats like...over half!

Josh: hmm what does this say * runs hand over part of blanket that has writing*
Me: Uhm..........Your uh...stroking my leg

Toby: want some yarba
Jolenne: that looks like my dogs poo

( not really a quote but also very surreal. ironicly also iuncluding tim bariwald)
Me: *looks out window...sees its raining really hard then sees tim with a conaoe paddle in his hand walking by paddling past the window*

Zach Lucky: What?! PISS!?. YOU LIKE THE WORD PISS!

Zach Lucky: AAH she wants to kick me in the entrance! get away from me you pervert!

Wendy: I wanna play wallo pollo

Mark: I wanna take zach nightengale out on timeshare and have him as my roommate

Zach Lucky: HEY you have to do it! i played the peer pressure card!, I PLAYED THE CARD!! DO IT! DO IT!

off to camp tomorow! farewell everyone until tuesday.