Im just a fool for you...

My week can be summed up as so. Sometimes Gods plans definatly arent my plans.

It says in the bible that God wants to give you the desires of your heart. And im starting to think one I asked for isnt one of the desires he wants to give me right now.
I prayed about something. I asked for a clear answer. and I think I got it. The answer was "wait"
Thats possibly the worst answer ever.
But you know. Im alright with that.
Im bummed forsure. but you know. God obviosly has bigger plans for me at the moment.

I got this e-mail tonight and heres what it said

Relationships
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to have a deep and fullfilling relationship with one another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.
But God says, "No! Not until you are satisfied, filled and content with being loved by me alone. I love you my child.
Until you discover that in me is your satisfication, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with another until you are united with me, exclusive of anyone or anything else.
Exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning and wishing. Allow me to bring that person to you. You just keep watching me, expecting the greatest things.
Keep listening to and learning the things I tell you. You just wait! That's all. Don't worry, and don't look around at the things other people have or the things I give them.
ou just keep looking up to me or you will miss what I want to show you. When you are ready I will surprise you with a love more wonderful than you could ever have dreamed of.
You see, it will happen when you are ready and when the one I have for you is ready. I am working this very minute to have you both ready at the same time. Until both of you are satisfied exclusively with me and the life that I have planned for you, you will not be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me.
This my dear one is perfect love. And I want you to have this wonderful love, I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me. to enjoy materially and concertely that everlasting union of perfection and love that I offer you with myself.
Please know that I love you dearly. Believe it and you will be satisfied.
Just remember this.
Love Your Daddy


So that was pretty cool and definatly cleared up alot of things. Im also thinking the whole giving up music thing to spend time with God ties in with this whole crazy plan

But instead of worrying and complaining im going to go along with it. I dont know where it will take me but I know it will be far greater and more rewarding than I can imagine

But I dunno. If you guys could pray for me if youd like...that would be awesome. ( you know . patience. those kind of things )

Oh yah if anyone who reads this knows any details..such as names..I dont REALLY want the whole internet world to know. so dont...say anything haha.