Sorry for plaguing you with lyrics but...

Read these through and realize how many of these statements are true...

Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, sunset.
swiftly go the days.
Sunrise, sunset.You wake up, then you undress.
It always is the same.
a sunrise and the sun sets.
YouÂ’re lying while you confess, keep trying to explain.
a sunrise and the sun sets you realize
then you forget what youÂ’ve been trying to retain.
But everybody knows itÂ’s all about the things
that get stuck inside of your head,
like the songs your roommate sings
a vision of her body as she stretches out on your bed.
and she raised her hands in the air asked you,
When was the last time you looked in the mirror?
cause you have changed.
Yeah, you have changed.
Sunrise, the sun sets.
You are hopeful and then you regret.
The circle never breaks.
With a sunrise and a sunset thereÂ’s a change of heart or address.
Is there nothing that remains?
For a sunrise or a sunset.
YouÂ’re manic or youÂ’re depressed.
Will you ever feel ok?
for a sunrise or sunset, your lover is an actress.
Did you really think sheÂ’d stay?
For a sunrise or sunset.
YouÂ’re either coming or you just left but youÂ’re always on the way.
Towards a sunrise or a sunset, a scribble or a sonnet.
They are really just the same.
To the sunrise and the sunset.
The master and his servant have exactly the same fate.
ItÂ’s a sunrise and a sunset.
From a cradle to a casket.
ThereÂ’s no way to escape.
The sunrise and the sunset.
Hold your sadness like a puppet, keep putting on the play.
But everything you do is leading to the point
where you just wonÂ’t know what to do.
And at that moment you may laugh
but there is someone there who will be laughing louder than you.
So itÂ’s true, the trick is complete.
become everything you said that you never would be.
YouÂ’re a fool! YouÂ’re a fool!
Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, sunset.
The sunrise and the sun sets.
Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, the sun sets.
Sunrise, the sun sets.
Sunrise, sunset.
Go home to your apartment
put the cassette in the tape deck and let that fever play.
Sunrise, sunset.
Where are you Arienette?
Where are you Arienette?

I LOVE those lyrics. So true


But anyways onto the real post.
I came home today and I knew my grandma was coming over.
So I start cleaning up.
She gets in and she brings with her my favorite dog in the entire world! my aunties dog!
its a golden lab and my brother might be keeping it!
Which leads me to my next discovery...Hes moving out in a month...WHAT!?
Why am I the last to know about these things....moving out? Im going to be an only child.
I feel so old.... I just got a job yesterday at the barn playhouse and Im soon getting my application to go to australia in a YEAR.
I just thought about that....In a year...Im gone for 6 months to another freakin continent...what is up with that!? Im so old...
I dont want to grow up....
I want to go back to a time where I can play with lego and imaginary friends and not get looked at strange.
I want nap time
Heck id even take a time out or two
I just want to be a kid again.

Sometimes I just want to put on my headphones, crank the volume and block out the world around me.
Ignore the world screaming at me that its time for me to grow up
time for me to know what im going to do with my life
What if i dont know forsure yet?
What if my plans dont meet your expectations?
I wish i could just lay on my bed, close my eyes and make up my own story
but that only works for so long you know?
your eventually going to get hungry, tired, thirsty, that screaming voice is eventually going to overpower your headphones
Somethings going to make you get up from that magical imaginary world sometime
and somehow thats depressing...