Tuesday, February 21, 2006

The most unintellegent conversation in the world

So today I found myself talking about weather or not you could marry space. I figured since there are no laws in space this would be possible.
I figure Mark Reddekop in 10 years is going to marry space and thus run the universe. Just because hes weird like that.

But sorry for stealing your precious braincells with that bit of information

To the point
Lately Iv found myself aimlessly wandering through life when this is in fact the very year not to do that. Just walking about without a thought in my mind not knowing what ill be doing next minute let alone next year
Im delaying everything.
Delaying getting a job.
Delaying sending in my school application and not to mention delaying my physical so I can send in my australia form.
Basically delaying life
And I dont even care. I wish I did...But I just figure its nothing to stress over. And when I realize it is. It will be last minute or too late.
Iv always been one to not care about anything, not stress out and not worry about anything. The most easygoing person youll ever meet.
(Someone else: "steph I crashed your car"
Me:"....meh")
And yeah, I like the attitude for the most part until it comes to things that are actually important.
I think this is my way of saying I dont want to grow up. I dont want to start taking things in to my own hands.
Am I ready for it? I think so. I just need to act like it.

Frick guys I graduate in what? 4 months. And in less than a year ill be across the world for 6 months. Then off to regina for 2 years.

When did I grow up so fast?

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

it never seems like it goes by fast until you really stop to look at it. i guess we want it to go fast, but when it comes close to the end, it scares us.

i think the sooner you start to get prepared for the everything, the more you'll start to look forward to it.

Cameron said...

Ha ha, while I don't know your situation exactly, my opinion tends to lean more towards your own and less towards Janelle's (no offence to her, of course - that is a very wise comment). As for getting a job, I'd definitely say don't worry about it. You don't need that extra stress in your busiest year of high school. Of course, like I said before, I don't know your situation, but whatever. I guess I'm laid back too, but generally I find things tend to come together somehow when they need to. Don't worry too much about it.

Cameron said...

I just wanted to add that that might possibly be the worst advice you'll ever receive. Who's to say? I mean, that's kind of how I do things, but look how I turned out ; ) All taken with a grain of salt, of course.

steph said...

haha.im like you as well. laid back but i know im gonna regret it later because i know i need money to go to australia and when i dont have enough. im gonna be screwed.True i dont need the extra stress and i can just get one in the summer that pays alot that i dont nessasarily like. sacrifices i suppose