I wouldnt call it church. the way these spirits work

Listening to Excuse me while I drink myself to death by spent


I found out the way I deal with tradgedy this weekend.
Alot different than most people I know.
You see, it's 3 days later. And I dont even care. Its over. Were fine. Im praising the Lord for my life.
Im ready to move on but it just confuses me how people clutch onto this situation and dwell on it.
I mean, it impacted me and it affected my way of life. But im not going back to the crash site and be staring at the pictures for hours. Pondering about what COULD have happend

My philosphy is if you focus on the "what if" your going to be a lot worse off than if you focus on the "what did"



Were going to visit the bus driver today after school in the hospital.
They confirmed he had a heart attack. I think it will be interesting, Im looking forward to it.
Me personally have no resentment towards him at all, Even when it happend. I dont think its fair to put something like that on someone when you think of how bad they must feel already.



But moving on since you guys are probably sick and tired of hearing about this.

Its raining again today. Im not as happy as when its sunny out. But its a nice kind of rain today.
I look out the window and everythings green and pretty. I think im going out to take pictures today ( my camera is safe and sound and deisle free! huzzah! ) Today is inspiring



P.S. I got my bright eyes ticket yesterday!!!!!!!!!

And if anyone can think of a company name for a photography thing, Its more so for copyright purposes but anything thats catchy would do.