So im sitting here after a VERY eventful morning which results in me NOT going to work because I hate my cars metal guts.
But thats not the point.
Lately I haven't really felt like myself. You know? The creative imaginative steph we all know and (hopefully) love. I just feel like an empty shell thats doing nothing for her creative mind and its slowly shrinking and dissappearing everyday.
This whole situation is more depressing than anything I can think up right now.... If this was like 2 months ago I could have taken teri's advice and very successfully made my job fun. I always had a way. But instead I contemplate my very existance while im there ( not really THAT bad but I dont make it as fun as I could )
I used to take pictures like a madman, like almost everyday and now im not bothered to even charge my batteries.
WHATS MY PROBLEM!?
I just wanna take a week off work and go to town. I wanna make a sanctuary out of my room and just draw/paint/write/scapbook/take pictures, ANYTHING to feed my need for creativity.
Heck, I have the day off today. Why dont I go make the most of it.
Sionara suckers im off to find the Steph we all once knew.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
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Oh my little Meffy...don't worry your little head too much now. You know that I am ALWAYS here for you..especially after all that you have done for me. My life would NOT be the same without you. You mean so much to me. I love you so much sweetie! <3 You know I feel like you do sometimes but I want to let you know that when I feel down or feel the need to be more creative, YOU are my inspiration. I truly mean that! I look at all the things you have done..drawn, written, photographed..everything, it just makes me want to be more like you and accomplish more in my life. I promise, things WILL get better..but while you are down just don't forget that I am here for you always and even if I don't always know what to say or do to make things right..I will listen to every word you have to say. And give you great big hugs! :) That's what I'm here for. All my love, Lyss. xoxo
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