Ah crappy. well i knew it would happen but i didnt know it would come this fast.
I have a sequence of bad days where i feel awful then they start getting awesome.. it usually lasts like 2 weeks but this one lasted a couple days and im back where i started..
And i need to make that decision by tomrow. the one i talked about a couple days back i think.
i just feel alone. for no apparent reason. no one to confide in but i know i do. i just feel like i dont.. but i guess this will all pass. as it always does. but comes rolling back. routine a guess. i might get used to it