*sigh* this weekends been good in the sense that I haven't been locked up in my house all week. But its been bad in the sense of my feelings and stuff. I have lower self esteem than usual. I don't know why and I just feel lonely and just plain down and I haven't been learning all that much in the spiritual sense..There's been a couple people who have been trying to help and I thank you very much and I think you might know who you are. Just right now is really tough..So if your up to it. Keep me in your prayers
something I was pondering today.
When you pray. Don't pray for God to take away your trials,for they are there for a reason and God wouldn't put you there if he didn't have a purpose. Instead pray for God to help you through the trail and to grow through it.
I guess this is what I need to do more of. Just realize he's putting me through this for a reason and God would never put anyone in a situation without having a way out. This is just one of his crazy ways that he works to perhaps make me stronger

God bless