Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I bet you build me up this high just so i can crash a little harder

I had another bad day so yes the title applys

wow. whenever school nears my days start flopping
For the past 2 days everyones been acting weird to me and mistakes from last year have come backto bite me in the face. And the worst part is i could have avoided it if i put in a freaking Smidgen of effort.

It seems like I get put on this high. A long stream of good days. I feel as if everyones watching me climb up my little happiness ladder while they chuckle to themselves and play rock paper scissors to decide whos turn it is to run over and push me down leaving me back where i started in this first place.

This times diffrent. It feels like when I fell I broke both my legs

For once id like to stay up there on my own happiness ladder.I have way too many things to worry about lately and its stressing me out to huge degrees But i guess troubles and junk is what makes us human right?....right?

I guess today wasnt ALL bad. we had a gym blast at our school and corwin came and did it so that was sweet. Our group was the smallest and we still won. Woot!


anyways,... photography


This is that same truck that I took the picture of the broken glass a couple posts back


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh steph
i love you and if you ever want to vent or talk, please know that i'm just down the street from you. But always remember to cling onto God in times like these. Somtimes life doesnt make sence, and we can't help but wonder..'Why me?' but always remember that you have that hope to fall back on. and God can use ANY situation to teach you somthing. have your heart open to His teachings, and stay strong..okay? much love..
christine

steph said...

Holy blog spam batman!

ha! take that! haha sorry for the slight inconveince but...this makes it so theres no spam