I should be sleeping

guess what? good news: i have had more of a peace about mostly everything lately. about work, about leaving and just life in general

Even though im still dreaming about work at least 3 times a week ( and not good dreams either. see one of my older posts for a referance) 

im not feeling quite as hostile towards going to work anymore ( note the word "quite") im getting more hours lately which leaves less stress about money, which leaves less stress about leaving. which leaves less stress about everything in general because thats what i seem to be revolving my life around lately.

sad yes. but a fact 

and iv actually have had a chance to hang out with some friends like the old days as well. the last few nights iv gone down by the river eaten some cake and taken my neon frisbee out and threw it around for a couple hours with some good chums. Iv gotten to go to the forestry farm a couple times already since its "opened" for the season . i cant wait for the bears to come!

and soon me and some friends ( about 20 of them ) are going up to turtle lake to joeys cabin from friday to monday, it should pretty much be the best ever.

although like the title suggests i should be sleeping. so i bid you adieu , after all. my sleeping pills are kicking in and i might not make much sense anymore.